Wednesday, October 27, 2010

more insomnia

Hello 3AM.
I'm not quite sure why we're hanging out, but it seems we are. I really don't know what my deal is lately with not being able to go to sleep at night. It's obviously not working out very well for me since I constantly feel like I'm going to pass out in class. I should work on getting my sleep schedule rearranged.
But right now I'm not really tired, and I'm being (semi) productive so I'm just going to roll with it.
Tomorrow morning (excuse me, today...) will not be a very happy one for me. I can already guess that. mehhhhhh

"I could sit for hours finding new ways to be on each minute, cause the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you." - Snow Patrol, Crack the Shutters

Sunday, October 24, 2010


Now that it's my last year of college, stuff is starting to sink in. Like the fact that I have to leave all of this in just a few months.
I hate thinking about it.

However, it's fun to reminisce all the great experiences I've had at Mizzou. This weekend will undoubtedly be one I remember FOREVER. Yes, forever.

I attended one of the most EPIC games in Mizzou football history. We took down the #1 ranked OU. It was the upset that the entire nation got to watch happen.
And I was there.
At Faurot Field.
In the jammed-packed student section.
Screaming my head off for 4 hours.

And then we rushed the field.

I've always wanted to do it, and I actually got to. I still feel like I'm on a high from over 24 hours ago. It was that great.

Unfortunately, I didn't bring my camera with me (which is probably a good thing. knowing me I'd have lost it). I did snap a few photos with my phone. They're not great, but they're something.

In the middle of Faurot, as the team made their way through the massive sea of gold fans off the field.

Kaitlin, myself, and Emily somehow managed to stick together to make it to the middle of the field. And we made it out without getting arrested. FTW

After everything, ESPN set up stage in the end zone to interview Blaine Gabbert and Gary Pinkel. It would've looked so dumb on TV without everyone in the background. That's why why HAD to rush the field. Way to go Tigers!

"Fight, Tigers, fight for Old Mizzou, Right behind you, everyone is with you, Break the line and follow down the field, And you'll be, on the top, upon the top; Fight, Tigers, you will always win, Proudly keep the colors flying skyward, In the end we'll win the victory, So Tigers, fight for Old Mizzou!"

Wednesday, October 20, 2010


avocados were $0.50 at walmart today. and you know I couldn't resist. they were already super ripe, so I figured I better use them immediately. I was too lazy to get cilantro this time, so this mix was definitely missing some flavor. it's still delicious, but not my best batch.

I really cannot bring myself to do my airport homework. I hate how much I procrastinate in that class. facebook,, and even blackboard are too distracting right now. ughhhhh.

let's be real. it's not happening...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

a little perspective

so i have decided that i really don't need more hours in the day. honestly, i just need there to be less things i need to do. well, duhhh. that's incredibly obvious. if only there was a way i could make that happen. i think i'm going to start trying a lot harder to not do everything myself. it's not my job to control absolutely everything, so i need to take a step back and let others do work too. that's only fair, right?

speaking of having less things to do, i have just added something extra to my plate. OOPS! in my defense, it was really grace's idea. she mentioned she really wanted to have a vlog, so that's how this baby evolved. our first filming is planned for this sunday, so get exciiiiited.

it's only tuesday, but i already feel this week flying by.
so. much. to. do. gahhhhhhh.
so enough blogging, i must go be productive. i have my candle making my room smell delightful, so now it's time to get things done. it's funny how that works :)

"It's time for you to prove, Within your ruby shoes, You deserve a smile with no regret, Look at you, Kicking off your shoes, Dancing for the world to see, You got the power to believe, Open up and see, And I'll be free and fly away" - Erin McCarley, Pony (It's OK)

Monday, October 11, 2010


so i did a pretty fabulous job of cleaning my room today, but i haven't gotten much else done. i would REALLY like to get ahead on some things. who knows if i am even capable of doing that. i think i might just be programmed to do stuff hours before it's due.

on a completely different subject, one republic is so far proving to be an excellent tag for my radio station. maybe i'll light my new candle and see if the combo will make me productive :)

"All right, Sit down and spill your heart, Lets start from the very start, Cause i can see by your eyes, You're wasted, Your energy comes and goes, You taking your time, you know, Nothing can change what happened, you know." - One Republic, Someone to Save You

Monday, October 4, 2010


i just whipped out a very long email for NAESC. that was probably very unnecessary for 2AM, but now I don't have to deal with it later this week. i'm kind of tired, but not really. it's getting more difficult to breathe out of my nose, so that may be why i don't really care to fall asleep right now. I have a letter that I can write, but I think I might leave that for tomorrow.

i am going to forgot to go to one of the million activities i have this week. mark my words. something will slip my mind...

"I never loved nobody fully, Always one foot on the ground, And by protecting my heart truly, I got lost in the sounds" -Regina Spektor, Fidelity