aloha

hawaii was phenomenal. I don't think I've ever been anywhere so beautiful. I already miss it.

but I also really miss CoMo. unfortunately, I currently do not have the key to my apartment. sad sad day. I'm going to have to time my arrival on friday so on of the roomies can let me in (and help my carry my stuff!).

this jet lag is getting to me right now...

"They will see us waving from such great heights, 'Come down now,' they'll say. But everything looks perfect from far away, 'Come down now,' but we'll stay..." -The Postal Service, Such Great Heights

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two days in a row?

new record? check. I'm going to work on being more consistent with updating to this.

I've given up on my bedtime. 9 weeks is too long to have one anyway.

I am not handling being phoneless very well. I wish I didn't rely on that stupid thing so much. it's a very good thing I'll be back to normal tomorrow...

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sad day

I lost my phone. I think someone stole it from Hi Boy. And by stole, I mean I probably left it on the curb and they picked it up and kept it for themselves.

I'm not sure how I'm going to handle the next 17+ hours without a cell phone. Ahhhhhh.

On a less sad note, I have some countdowns:

10 days until vacation

12 days of work left this summer

25 days until I'm back in CoMo

"You'll sit alone forever, If you wait for the right time, What are you hopin' for? I'm here, I'm now, I'm ready, Holdin' on tight. Don't give away the end. One thing that stays mine" - Jimmy Eat World, 23

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another week over

it's weird how fast and slow time can move. this past week seemed to drag on and fly by at the same time. going back to work was strange. it really felt like I'd been gone for a week or two -not months. but seeing everyone excited about all of us coming back was a lot of fun. this summer looks like it'll have a lot of potential, so we'll see how it all pans out.

so I managed to FINALLY convince myself to go running again this morning. oh geeze. I really didn't think it would be that bad. I really need to get back into the swing of the routine I got in last summer. one of my goals this summer is to hold myself more accountable for these things, so I really want to prove to myself that I can do this. 6+ miles, here I come...

this evening I finished a book. the one I started at the beginning of the past school year. I really cannot believe I kept myself so "busy" that I never had time to read over the course of two semesters. that is kind of insane. at this pace, I will not reach that goal. sister's gonna have to get rollin' on that.

this post was kind of a hot mess of randomness. I should work on improving this...

"our hopes and expectations. black holes and revelations."

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summa time

I still cannot believe it's actually summer already. I know I still haven't quite grasped the fact that a lot of my friends have graduated and will be going their own ways :(

and I'm going to be a senior.

in college.

When did that happen?

Tomorrow marks my first day of my co-op. For the third time. haha. I'm still antsy about it though. The fact that this could possibly be a "3 month interview" for my actual career is starting to seem intimidating. I don't want to mess this up.

I won't.

This summer I'm going to make things happen, and making a good impression is going to be one of those things. And that mind set makes me excited. I can't wait to see everything play out.

it is past my bedtime... whoops

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